aka; KaSing

I have been missing you alot !

2009-09-26T04:41:00.000-07:00

I have been busy with life no a days been coping with studies , guess what i have improved in maths and i am superr happy and thankful to my friend who kinna help me , well all the pictures above is taken today all hahas cool right all taken in one day , so not i only cam whore my lil bro also hehe , i can fit in , in this filipino society ! thats great right i really need help in my tag board and i wanna change blogskin but dont know how ! hahas , weird me , alot of people say i am weird , and and i hate my friend so much , they all so i superr irratting ! am i that ? hmm i dont want to care oh well i be back to update soonner or later , as i am so busy playing in facebook , hahas , cool eh ? i miss singapore hope i would be going back there as soon as possible because i am HOMESICK , freakos ! haha , so boreed oh well i got to go be back to update about my life .

One more thing i wanna share there is this boy he is super obbessed with me ! weird right ? hahas, he keep asking if he court me ! hahas i said nope friends forever ! hahas, see i am gonna be in top 10 for this semester just wait for me aye , hahas, oh well no point fallinf in love such young age when you know you are not gonna have a happy ending oh well 's hahas , carry on in life this is a test god set for a us , a test to over come all obstacles and face challenges in life thats what a friend told me , i promise to update once a week if my timetable are't that tight !

OHHHH ... well gotta go byebye ! miss you guys love love soo much may god bless you all

LOVE kasing was here and gone . hehe

i love you boy , ahahas , :) muack ! byebye sweet dreams not a beautiful night mare ,

I MISS ALL MY FRIENDS IN SINGAPORE !

What a week it has been

2009-08-15T06:47:00.000-07:00

Hello everyone well not everyone hahas . well today is cool for me as i was with my supeer rich godparents hahas cool aye even though ...haiixz ... i had fun ...but this week the worst week dont wish to elaborate either .....i hate 10 people in my class cool horxxz ...they such BITCH AND BASTARDS hahahas. sorry to say that but they get on my nerves when i find my usb i shall upload with more pictures ....hahas. well my usb missing in action already ...dissappear .... .. this week is exam week i srcewed all my test papers seriously dang dang it manx this week totally awful hope next week will be much smoother i hate girls who filrts with boys soo dirty yap i am talking about a girl in my class such a .... hmm not saying it ...i dont know ....i just hope god forgives me what i did and done ..this past weeks ... i really wanna change before i go to sleep im going to pray and talk to god if i rmb ....haiixz ..why is it like that no one will ever understands me ..... well i have been working hard though so lets all hope everything just go smootly like i said before .... for each day past i learn important lessons or even words .. i see things that i wont ever understand ... but sooner or later i would and i hope ..........hmm so i think i just have to study well and get good grades because studying here .. gosh its tough really man not kidding hahas.

oh well whats with me hahas. kinnda miss someone in singapore hahas. i just dont know why always pretty girls get the good stuff while ugly people like me get rejected oftenly i just dont know .... pretty with no brain no use , pretty with brain cool , ugly and no brain boo , ugly with brain happy go poo poo hahas. just kidding feel like rapping i soo dont know why hahas. i saw cute guys ^^ i lovee them hahas. no use my main focus now here is shopping and studies thats all i dont care if i have or dont have friends guess what i dont want to be treated like a toy already is either you be seriously friends with me or go flirt all the boys i cant belive i have a friend like you seriously cant trust myself ... i hate myself for hating you ... because if you i have to get gurrounded and guess what my mother not talking to me already and she never smsed me you know how i sad i feel anot .... stop acting can say you shy infront of boys than that i see you standing with six boys talking and chatting with them so happily ... dont lie la ... you know ... we friends or what say bad things about me i keep quiet only . it hurts okays i know you cant feel it everything you wan i borrow you than never give back please la you always like that i am the wan who will get into deep trouble not you ...i hard core hate you and all the boys in my school so action so what is you guys are filthy rich i dont care people just tell me to ignore you guys i am going to do soo and i will okay try me ....i must change second quarter here already i must seriously prove my best to my mother ..you know i always cry because i feel like a fool i keep lying to myself and my mother you know i keep dissappointing my mother time and time and those people who held high dreams for me i have decicided i will take law when i am in college i seriously do but dont laugh la haiyo hahas . i am gonna earn my own money drive my own car hehe those who treat me good and give me advice can stay with me in my manision! hahas secret ! hahas .. well being childish .. i just dont get people here in the philippines they like have split personality scary hor hahas ...

hopefully i shall be able to update next week hahas. i not sure not making any promise ! hahas.

well i love you guys alot misses i hate ___________________________________thats 10 people la hahas .... lol .. boreed aka signing off in blogger hahas.

A long story i must say .. a long indeed ,,,,

2009-07-31T21:10:00.000-07:00

Hello people ! I feel really sad past few days ... i dont know why myself ....I will just let pictures say something ... oh well , life is just so hard ....to move on ...I have been slaking i still cant believe i been slacking in biology lessons , teacher even ask me if i studied i dont know what to say liao le ..... i dont know what to do in my life ..... i have many things going on projects have to hand in dead line by next weeks lots of thing going , my quarterly exama are two more weeks yet i ....

haiixz , so far so good my chinese doing great ....and the rest FLUNK ...i been slacking but i really studies is just that the feeling is not there ...ever since i like this boy .....my subject all pop to the toliet bowl ....haiizx... kasing kasing jia you ..i think i wont be on just yesterday was the worse ...

haii my mother very angry me .... because ...i went home late the driver had to come all the way to fetch me when there is school bus because yesterday i was suppose to go home late as we had extream leadership ... i dont know .... i never informed my mother soo yah ... like dam it ....

she shouted at me in the phone like a mad , i keep telling myself i can do it ... but i really have to jia you ! someone motivate me please ... because ... i really wan to do my best and show everyone ...many things to study soo little time ... yet ... im posting no one knows ...

gee ... saad ..... oh ya two days ago i went home with a

boy who is in

high 4 .. hahahas . cool eh ? we not close but ... hahas he looks like my uncle ... seriously ... hahas.

As i am blogging i hope god hears my prayer...... well my score for chinese i will tell you guys hehe 1st quiz: 88 2nd quiz : 95.5 3rd quiz :96 average 93 ..

hahas cool ! ahahas ...... hahas. show off me ..... haiiz i am giving up everything ... him and some friiends and try forgetting everyone if that would have clear my memory drive in my brian i would certainly do it ! .. sometimes i feel my brian very overdued . like its very heavy i keep thinking study study .... i should be bulking up ....manz life rocks but sometimes sucks ... i aint cheerful as sometimes already ... i cant crack jokes liaooooxzx... i dont know why ....see i very moody now ... i am studying for biology and the next thing i know i wanted to blog .... i have the urge .... hahas. weird eh ... people say i am disturbing and irratating ..... i dont know after listening what they said about me i feel really sad..... really sad ...... i have to be quiet now adays ...... seriously quiet ..... i really thought high school life would be really fun ... but it turns out the other way round.... why?why ? haiixz ... i reaallly hope time could rewind i would do my very best .. i keep telling myself ... i keep failing in biology , history , english , ... stuff all ... everything except for i think maths and chinese , computer and on more subject ....

i just dont know ... i dont know how to face the world on my own .. i am afraid of being the only one standing and face the world how i wish i was peter pan he never grow up ... how i wish i never would grow up ... i know old this is part of journey of life ... i have been trying my best to make things to change for the better not the old me in singapore making my father so mad ...and in the end i regret ,..... i tried my best to make things change for the better here ... no one really understand me ... and friends here seriously cannot be trusted and cannot talk to ... i am always in the middle ,,,,, when they quarreling i am always there for them how bout me ? when i need you or you guuys ? where did you dissapear too ???????????? i have been asking myself if you really call this friends or not ... i guess actions speaks louder than words next week i will be posting more . and more about my life here ... well for now i am going off to study all the pictures is above soo enjoy ! .

I LOVE YOU GUYS ALOT MISS YOU alot to all my friends in singapore .... who gave me advice , on everything !! i just hope you guys cherish everything around you ~>

ahahas .

bye bye bye take cares

pictures overload .

2009-07-09T22:20:00.000-07:00

last time the pic . overdue la . haaha^^

. hahas. i am suppose to be studying , just because i saw my friend text that he online i online once again . so here i am blogging not to worry i will be blogging on sunday . will i have been sick for 3 day and on medication it stinks okays ! medcine suck but must eat lo ! . haiixzz.

Well school have been good hahas , not good i mean . hahas. aiyo clumsy stupid things happened to me la . very embarrassing also . haiyo my new school sucks but i have to study rights ..i should be ....aiya i also dont know ...haiiixxxxx i feel the whole school hate me .

i join basketball , running , ycss , cheerleadig . liddat liao . h=so many can stress .hahas . haiis .

my studies so far hai ke yi . friends problem dont want to mention it . hahas . out of my 28 classmats 5 i think asked me how i am sad hor 5 leh ! 5 aiyo never mind . guys i dont know i somehow miss home alot . recently i find that me and my father somehow is close .i mean i sms him he sms me . like that than i call him he call me . sweet aye . i am happy lo see how little things make me happy . hahahas. my mother is out of town in the condo only me and my maid well . sad news is my stepfather and mother quarrel ! sad aye . haishhh . why like that must be peace loving ... i hope god see this post than grant my wish . please dont let them break and hope they never would separate also . cos ...haiix .

well for me, life has been tough i been trying to find a soulution for every burning questions .

and i praise the lord sometimes but not to much cos i dont want to be a catholic freak .

seriously not kidding . hahas i wonder how to change blogskin (: ^^ hahas . i will as vanessa jie to help me (: hahahahas . i would ask her to help me do again .

for now i will just post post picture (:

Aiyah ! why are friends so hard to find here ?? ...

will be back to post on sunday promise with pictures (: ^__^

hello guys will be posting soon AGAIN !

2009-07-05T04:01:00.000-07:00

i love her ! in the car

in the lift

me hahas .

young christian leadership program day .

in the car

Hello ! to every one ! hahas. finally found time to upload i only can upload and update once a week hhaahas . so wait for my next post maybe on friday ! hahas.

time flies so fast when ur in school and serious it flies while for something sad is i am the vice-chairman and i have been issued a fcuking warning slip! . nuggets i hate that health teacher i never do anything wrong give me and my twinnie warning slip .

anyway i have twinnie , laughing pill , twins same bday somemore ! hahas. and lots of friends but none can be trusted like i say i trust no one . i hope this time ... aiya . i hope that things will go smooothly for me tommorow becos its gonna be boring as it is first day of school i had fun today i guess i was the only only teengage girl who played with the small kids u know the big big like ballon than we can jump jump like that i had fun i mean it bring back childhood memories !! hahas.

i love everyone and fyi i have no crush nor bf . i am single for life as i dont want anything to distract me for now . hahas.

that all's for now .

hahas.

kasing was here . 5 july 2009 .

peacing off . hahas. i love everyone ! okays !

i miss you alot it hurts to see u not here with me . ~ hahas.

take cares and bye !

sad lo . high school sucks .

2009-06-15T03:41:00.000-07:00

WILL BE BACK TO POST SOON .
First day of school suckalrights ! . all the boys in high school alll so action .
hahas . boreed . now i posting this waiting to go book store as i am going to get some things .
hmm , i pai seh dao don't know what level . as the freaaking teacher keep asking me go whiteboard write my name and every one just forgets my name .
hmmm i will update every single thing tomorow and and . today at school bus only have 4 ppils including me . haiyo 3 boys behind me leh i first got off . hahas.

Bla bla bla lessons were freaking boring . LOL > i got make friends but only one or two can be trusted H1B david i think i will have to fit in i hate this ! haiyxz . the boys in my claasss are so tall i mean some or fat and tal hehe !
okay luh i can only right till here , i fcuking hope to update more tommoorow with the picture of my school uniform . i will pray to god that he makes things better for me as vanessa jie said god will answer my prayers . hahas , god lord help me kaes . aw i have to say prayers tomorow before going canteen . i hate iit i feel so shy lo ! .

ok bye bye love lots take cares misses (:

wello hello heylo . backeed

2009-06-13T23:59:00.000-07:00

WTF . i just now post till like very long than i go daft find don't have !

omgiee , hahas . shitt i don't know now dont feel like rewrite .

soo i just upload the pictures . only one for today bahs .

the sun setting down . sad T.T

as my days go by today really am sianx at home its already one week 2 days probhtion ..

hahas , tml will be sch day for me . hahas. excited yet scared lo .

hahas , i dont know why . hahas i am boreeddd . hahas .

~ vanessa jie if you see this please pass down my blog url ahahs , and and please do tagged (:

hahas , tagg box rather empty de . hahas lol .

hmm i miss you guys alot . in fact i always think back the time we play bb together lehhs .

hahas. ........ Wish me well for school tommorow well for me i have to wake very early lehhs .

hahas you guys still enjoying hols very good . must cherish unlike me . hahas , well hmm my school hols are on november i think lehhs.

Now my mother the dragon queen wake up alrready lehs hahas yet here i am posting this funny right later she see me opening this computer later she nag .. but i must post will i can lehh

Hmm , maybe tommorow i will eithher post in this blog or in my live journal . etc la . hahas .

cos i just wanna expres myself how school goes tommorow for me hahas. quite nervous lehhs . hahas , what what if if if . hahahas ,, i lok dam retareded in my school unform . wannas bet i look like . erm dont know how to describe lehhs . i am rying to beat my record of typing fast hahas . actually i type faster in my laptop seriously i not showing off. i yesterday insomia around 2 am ler my eyes still open soo big i mean i cannot sleep cos i have rashes . i dont know why suddenly i have rashes . cos i like open the air con at first than suddenly i feel very cold than i off . than i open the fan than very hot . hahas . thani turn that side this side everyside luh . haiyo and and guess what i read scholstuc book haha i have only two the rest of my books are non-fiction hahas about rather erm childish . hahas . hmm now . erm i am writing this than my maid say something very funny , she say . i write so fast wont have ending meh * i think so bahs . hahas .

last time i rmb she very very angry than she say *~ GOD DAM IT *~ shh dont tell her i say one , hahas kidding . luh but she really say that . i laugh like shit .i ranting bleah . hahas , i hope this post long enough cos i might be MIA for a few days due to school . but tomorw i confirm will post de kaes no worries (:

hahas . phew i write soo long my maid still eating sweet potatoes behind me . hahas . cool eh . i miss my friends alot i hope wheni go to school i might see somone like that them (: *(:

haahs , fun fun ....hopeing school will be geat for me even though i forget all the s ch rules la hor ,

tsk tsk .. MY LOVELY MAID is looking at me while i am typing all this out . hahas . my mother get changed already hahas she going out take my uniform cos its already done doing something i dont know luh . hahas, soo happy . i mean not me as .. cos i tomorow will not be at home to give my maid trouble .. hahas , i always make mess de . hahas i mean by like read finsh a book or reading half way ill put somewhere , than after that get so fustrated go scold her . hahas my fault lehhs hahas . (:

Hello lo ello (:

2009-05-10T21:40:00.000-07:00

Hello ! hahas , i changed from livejournal to blog tee hees ^_^
hahas , hmm today i went to makati hope christian school (:
hahas , hmm went to pay the reservation fee and books , hmm really not up to my standarrd
cos , hmm , only have * social studies = two subject , Filipino = two subject ,
Mathematics = two subect , stiil got 6 more subjects ,... shalll i say have alot or little ?
hahas (: !

Hmm , really hope to study well on this coming jjune 15 as i will start school heez ^^
I cant seem to really now how to use this blog butt i will get use to it soon bahs (:
Hmm , i really have been thinking alot this few days . about what will my future be ?
and i guess i WILL be single as i dont wish to get into relationships early
and i wont either have a happy ending rights ? .....haiixz ! my brother wans to come back here but my mum say no ... my stepdsister crystal will be arriving tommorow at midnight . haixz ! sianz wait till thursday than can go camp trip for few days (:

Manx! jerks and bithches stay aways from me (: ! hahas , lol putting that for fun i shall be back to update more (: hahas , i shall link link and update hehe ! (:
i dont know but i try ask around for more help (:

okays thats all (: bye !